http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress I Don’t Know You I know nothing of you Not knowing what kind of music you like or scents of incense or favorite movies or books or food ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1684 Last year I knew your phone number the sound of your voice sent chills of anticipation through my flesh Last year there were no tears I would have sold my soul to be with you I knew your blood and heart Last year I felt you breathe in and accept my love Breathe out and give love You said touch me feel me my heart beats and I bleed Last year I knew you I went to call you the number has left my mind The feeling left my flesh Cant seem to get inside your head to know what to do you are in my head don’t want to let you go Last year I felt your flesh next to mine your scent filled my being with promise cant stop sensing you Last year I yearned to be held and known running through the garden we grew cant get you out of my being… our love lingers and covers me growing like our new life Last year we walked in the rain watched the clouds and spoke of us Your words fill me caress me at unknown moments in life giving me hope Last year I knew you breathing in life your heart beat and your soul glowed Last year I knew you ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1677 I saw you tonight slowly slipping into the dark sliding beyond my sight hiding behind what I could not see I saw you tonight peeking at me from afar silver light hard to see when I first looked for you High above the lights of the city Through rain covered windows What will be as you are revealed? Stars are dimmed by your light the grass is filled with diamonds and the sun bows before you ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1676 I had looked for you forever Watching your wonderful face while you sleep ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1667 Evil beckons to me this night, dark love, secret loves love without purpose tormented by unsatisfied desires feverish in its wanting seeking to know the pain desiring the burning darkness calls me into chasms of no return hellish screams dark dreams across the veil of darkness into the land of evil no light exists only that which would imprison Wickedness hides in every corner luring us further into unexplored places of gloom nothing can cleanse these moments of pain beauty lost in timeless shadows peace hidden beneath the screams flesh on fire thrusting into realms of eternity pain becomes ecstasy Evil summons me to love© 2008 by Suzanne Deakins from Double Chocolate, A Book of Exotic Love ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1660 Hush my lover Come to me Silently into my heart Calmly into my arms Gently my lover My sweet love Shed the skin You hide beneath How bad could it be To fall in love with me To amuse yourself with me Sexuality how bad could be Release me Free me from this chastity Set my life aside Gently my lover love me My dreams went flying by My eyes stayed on your soul Taking a chance on us How bad could it be to love me Hush my sweet love Come gently to my arms Let me take a chance On loving you ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1658 24 Hours I have throbbed and paced in wanting you Nothing ceases this wanting and desire Wind blows, leaves fall and winter peeks through my windows I have hoped beyond hope you would appear I find myself raging and in stillness in this desire I am naked, my heart is without safety it awaits you Come to me … do not make me ache so much Dance with me in the stars Soar with me to our dreams Find me in my pain and desire to know you Reach through the mist of our dream Touch me … give me reality’ Scrape the ice from my window so I may see you coming Rake the leaves so I may see your foot print in my grass Knock gently upon my door for it stands ready to open to you Climb in my bed beside me   Touch me so I may once more know the warmth Kiss me so I may breath again Whisper to me of our love so I may again hear Be with me in the pain and pleasure so I may know our wholeness Wrap me in your love and take me to the stars so I may be I want you For 24 hours I waited for you in my heart Sit with me in my heart November  5, 2007 © 2007 Suzanne Deakins Double Chocolate,  A Book of Exotic Love ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1657 What did you expect of me? You came into my life, so unannounced so unaware of the tides and stars in my life ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1656 Have you ever loved a woman wanted her so bad you trembled when your lips said her name and shaking like a leaf when you think of her? Have you ever loved a woman when she belonged with someone else? wondered what she was doing sleeping in another’s bed No matter what you do you know cant leave her alone cant stop thinking about her wanting her in your bed have you ever loved a woman so bad you could feel her in your arms someplace inside you knowing it is right tasting her sweet love morning, noon, and night longing to say those words when she comes into view have you ever loved a woman until the morning light never saying good bye never leaving her alone feeling her beside you in the soft sheets her scents filling you up parting your barriers have you ever loved a woman and let her turn your world upside down sealing your heart in her soul have you ever loved a woman knowing her flesh and blood feeling her breath beside you letting her take you home ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1570 I don’t know when I realized the dream was over the longing in my  heart and  tears in my eyes The dream has come and gone and I keep waiting for you waiting for the birds to sing biding time in the clouds Hearing the crows call Been waiting for you in the bamboo wind blowing  in the trees weeds dried and cracked I don’t know when the dream went away on the clouds Stumbling in the dark Waiting for you in the corner What  am I to do with my heart I don’t know when the dream stopped how do I let you go Been waiting  such a long time Where do I put the dream in my mind When the birds come and say your name What do I tell them, How will the clouds know how to be When did the dream end What am I to tell my heart Light has gone Stumbling in the dark Waiting for the dream to come back © 2008 by Suzanne  Deakinsfrom Double Chocolate a Book of Exotic Love  ... http://www.Q-Blogs.com/blog.php?user=QPress&note=1569