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My masculine fingernails fetish started one night when I was masturbating. As a kid and through my mid teens I had thought bitten/short fingernails on anyone were ugly, not just on women and children but on men as well, since not many in the U.S. kept theirs short and many of my peers who bit theirs to the nubs were assholes. As I grew up I was having to constantly clean my nails and deal with the occassional infections caused by dirt under them or when the process of cleaning them sometimes shoved the dirt further under the nails.
They sometimes got broken all the way into the quick, during my usual activites of sports or working on a project or something, which could also lead to infection if I didnt dunk my fingertip or thumbtip in some alcohol or other antiseptic.
Things changed one fine night about half a year before I became legal age. I was working on my meat to get it hard and get up some pre-lube. I had been masturbating for a couple of years already and it was always the usual of several minutes to half an hour manipulating myself to hardness.
One night I thought of a man I'd seen. He was a normal looking man who happened to have nails bitten back to the quick. My member sprang to attention. I had a great self-pleasuring session that night.
The subsequent night was a repeat of the past couple of years because I'd forgotten all about it. It was the usual amount of time spent "preparing" myself for pleasure.
The time after that I remembered that something had instantly hardened me but couldnt remember what the hell it was, and ended up with the old usual session.
It was the time after that one when I remembered, and Bingo! Instant turn-on and hardness, and a better climax.
I could never really figure out why it turned me on, just that it consistantly did turn me on the way various other masculine attributes turn other gay men on.
Over the years I had noticed that the more masculine men had short or bitten-off fingernails free of the dead white, while the less masculine and less than masculine ones had dead white on the ends of theirs, some long enough for women and many men with dead white clear out to their finger and thumbtips. This all fit in with my masculine orientation and I feel it has enhanced my overall looks. I have noticed many otherwise masculine men whose looks are degraded by having dead white on the ends of their fingernails.
I "came out" a year and a half later when I was almost nineteen and had even hoped the man who would "bring me out" was a nailbiter, but no such luck there.
After coming out I had a few partners but none with manly fingernails so I started "biting" my own nails a few months after coming out. My teeth wouldnt do the job, probably because I'd never bitten before, so I ended up using a sharpened piece of metal as my first fingernail tool. My thumbnails were the first to get improved. One night when I'd broken one while working on a motor I tore the thumbnail and it started bleeding. I cut off the remaining dead white and started carefully "biting" them with the piece of metal. This also eliminated the problem of them breaking and bleeding and sometimes getting infected.
My nails were "naturally" longer than wide even without that dead white on the ends, so I knew it would take years to get that manly shortness but years later I achieved my goal.
A couple of months after I started working on my thumnbails, I started working on my fingernails. My piece of metal gave way to the spring contact of a distributor rotor. The sharp edges were just about ideal and the small size and hole in one end made it handy to keep on a string around my neck. I used that handy spring til it almost wore out and cracked from metal fatigue, then moved on to a 3" length of steel cut from a new car-card spring from a city bus. This was OK but it wasnt stainless steel like the distributor rotor blade and I had to drill a hole in the end of it. My sweat from my chest also caused it to rust so I had to keep it in my shirt pocket instead of on a string around my neck. That piece of metal was later replaced by a simple folding knife which was made of stainless steel so once again I was able to keep it on a string around my neck.
I had worked on all my nails once a week which meant trying to get it all done in one day. Because my nails were longer than wide even without the dead white on the ends I also had to work to get the quick back for that manly short look with some decent fingertip and thumbtip ahead of them rather than looking like a geek who simply cut off the dead white. This was the hard part. I developed my method to a science to eliminate cutting skin and to minimize pain. One thing that helped tremendously was vitamin E oil.
One problem with working the quick back was the pain when I washed my hands for a couple of days after a cutting session. The oil protected the newly backed quick from that and I used the oil for a couple of days after "biting". I was doing a pair of nails a day back then, starting with my thumbnails on Mondays, then my index fingers on Tuesdays, etc. til I ended with doing my pinkies on Fridays. It was less hassle than trying to do it all at once. A couple of years before I retired I found a great clipper that would replace the blades I'd used for two decades. It's a large clipper the size of a toenail clipper but with the curved blades of fingernail clippers. It also has a fold-out knife I use for spreading the sides of the skin on each side off the nail to get into the side for a clean cross-cut. After I retired I did them all at once, usualy right after taking my shower when they were moist and a bit easier to clip.
In the past few years I have achieved the look I had wanted 30 years ago: manly finger and thumbtip ahead of my nails which are wider than long and I now clip them mainly to keep the worthless dead white off the ends as well as maintain the manly look. I like to masturbate a day after "biting" them and have had consistantly nice orgasms when I do it.
I have also jacked off with other men including mutual masturbation. I learned the hard way never to let someone with dead white on the ends of his nails touch my dick. One dude cut it enough to draw blood. This took me out of "action" for a week while the cut healed. Another dude scraped my dick as he jacked it and his nails kept jabbing me in the crotch with each up-stroke. It's like cocksucker's teeth ruining a good blowjob.
My best blowjob was from a man who took out his full dentures making his mouth was the best I'd ever had the pleasure of using for my sexual enjoyment. He was a handsome 64 year old bearded masculine man who did a good job of keeping the dead white off the ends of his nails and I would have loved to have had more than just a one night stand with him.
One of the best three dudes I've fucked also had nice deeply-bitten nails. My soon-to-be-ex had fucked him first and that had ruined it for me that night because that meant that I had to take seconds after him. It was a mediocre piece that night but a year later I had the guy's ass and it was heaven for my dick. That ex of mine had long nails with about a sixteenth to sometimes an eight of an inch of dead white on the ends and he thought it was funny when he cut my hand with one of his nails when we were roughhousing a couple of times. He admitted to dragging on stage in Texas as "Long Tall Sally" in the sixties and was decent enough to respect my status as a total Top but couldnt give decent head even though he had full dentures he could have taken out, and he wouldnt masculinize his nails like mine. He would sometimes try to fondle my dick but of course it stayed soft in his long-nailed hand or if it was hard, the touch of his hands softened it but quick. One night he came home with a short ex-marine who kept his nails bitten nicely. he came into my room and started playing with my dick. His nailbitten hands hardened me inatantly while my now ex's hand would leave my dick as limp as a wet noodle and it it had been hard it would deflate as soon as he touched it. I had a good piece of the ex-marine's ass and he loved giving it up. My ex later bitched that he resented my having first piece of him but i reminded him thet he was the one who had had first piece of the other nailbiter and taking seconds after him sucked.
We broke up over a quarter of a century ago and I moved in with my current other half who was great to me and even kept most of the dead white of the ends of his nails. Unfortunately about a decade ago he slacked-off on caring for his nails which now have as much dead white on the ends as my ex had, sometimes dirty too, very unappitizing.
I had a secret wanking partner about fifteen years ago who was great. He was a few years older and about 40 pounds heavier than me and of average looks and build. We never penetrated each other or exchanged bodily fluids but his nails were bitten to the "moons", almost to his cuticles, with a good half-inch or more of fingertip and thumbtip out ahead of them. We would meet somewhere in secret to wank off and sometimes wank each other. He moved a few months later. I never had another buddy like him again. I wonder if he misses our sessions as much as I do.
These days I have problems getting an erection and usually only get morning wood but it wont stay fully hard unless I wank it good.
I still like the look of manly fingernails and still fantasize men with nice fingernails as mutual wanking partners.
I read a couple of years ago on some website that "45% of all blokes[in England] bite their fingernials". This is a lot better than in the 'States where I figure only 5%-10% of the men are man enough to bite theirs or use other means to get and keep them short and free of the dead white.
I know it's not a popular fetish but then again, some other fetishes dont appeal to me. It's a fact that different people have different fetishes.
I can't explain how or why short fingernails on men, as well as other aspects of masculinity, turn me on, just that it does turn me on. I guess it's similar to men who like bears and chubbies, others who are into twinks; some who like tall men, some who like short men, some into leather, some who like shaved heads, bodies and crotches, etc. or some who like a manly balding hairline or who like men who wear glasses. These are mostly healthy fetishes, as opposed to the harmful ones we'd rather not mention.
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