I dont really know who to alk to about it, like i dont even want to allow myself to beleive he's actually gone. it feels so impossible that he could ever be gone. ive never been without my dad...

he always accepted any of my life choices without question. he's the best of all of us, my whole familly is nothing without him... and just waking up this morning to my mother screaming and crying for him to wake up was tough but not as tough as watching the coroner walk in and then the ambulance bring him out.

i guess its better to look at it liek he's in a better place where he wont be in constant pain anymore. where anything he wants to do can be done almost effortless.

im just totally wiped out, i'd like to write more but i can barely keep my head up.

so perhaps in the morning if i'm up to it.

<3 bryan

i miss you dad

1956-2007